I decided to start fresh with a little clarity and post grad living to influence my blog. I really want to do everything that I do completely and with my all. Like that ever happens. Not false humility here. Just some honest truth. But I once heard in class when we were learning about Emmett Till and the civil rights movement that there came a time and point when people decided to use their bodies to prove their point. They decided to put their lives at risk for the greater good.
And now my life isn't a life or death thing where I daily decide if I will live or die based on a cause I support but to read Romans 12:1-2 about offering my body as a living sacrifice and then verse 2 ending with the ability to test and approve what God's perfect will is, well I'll try again and again.
Because I can fail over and over again but if I get it right one time then all those other failures don't matter as much. And as the apparently wise Alton Brown said at my graduation ceremony, failure is good.
But I want to try to give my best and my all this summer as I nanny three kids and as I prepare for the next year, August to May, that I know will change me forever interning with Wesley and no matter how hard I fail if I make it my mantra to try hard then all it takes is one time of God's grace for the other failures to pass into oblivion.
